You think you have things all figured out. At least that's what you tell yourself. Maybe in the quiet - in the aloneness - honesty can come and you can realize that you don't have a clue. And maybe that's okay.
Journey's can be like that sometimes. You can think something your whole life and never really take it to heart, and suddenly you turn a corner and there it is. This thing, staring at you. Daring you to see that it's different than you believed. Different than you imagined. Different than you dared hope.
This journey is a lot like that for me. I'm not really telling you anything... yet. I think that's just where I am right now. But I can tell you this... it's a difficult journey. It's a hard, painful, beautiful journey. There's lots to come. I'll have lots to share. For now, I'm marinating in all that's new. All that's different. All that's tangible and real and lovely and hard.
It's emerging... I'm emerging. Anxious to see what God has in store......
